Monday, April 13, 2009

Untitled - 1

To find the area of the circle, multiply 3.14 by the square of the length of the chain tied on the sheep.

A stake is placed, and a sheep is tied into the stake. The sheep eats grass everyday. Unfortunately, the sheep eats grass, and also its roots. Then, the grass would never grow back again. The land around the sheep would become a desert, eventually. The length of the chain is three years old. It has always been the same length since the event 3 years ago. The stretchable length of the chain is thirteen hours. That's everything of her right now.

The girl is only one in this world, and that made her the god of this world.

She found herself on an island when she began to understand things around her. The island was small, and one could go around it in half a day by foot. All she could see at the beach, the ocean, the sky, and the clouds and the horizon stretching as far as she could see in a 360-degree view.

There was a mansion on the island.There was a huge amount of preserved foods and daily necessities inside the wareours of the castle, so she did not have to starve. There were tons of books which she couldn't finish reading, even if she spent her whole life.

They contained everything in this world.

The stories written in the books were all about people. People cannot live alone. There were many books with that written in them.

However, the girl was alone. She lives by herself. Laughing, crying, things that were previously none of value, none of them were needed.

They were finished. They were completed.

"The girl was the first 'average' person in human history. The average of the statistics is exactly as the sum of herself. That's why, everything she does is correct. And at the same time, everything, could be wrong.





She did not need to know why.
And besides, the girl never wondered why because
she was there before she realized.




WIN! The previous posts have pictures. w00t. :D

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

A Distant World.



Do you want to fly through the sky?




Is it that painful?



Do you want to go together?




Hey, the world is pretty, isn't it? But there's something that I cannot accept... That someday, you'll find, your other true half...







Please stay by my side forever.




>fin

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Cornered in a Parallel World.

The season was the beginning of spring, and on that day it was raining.

[Introduction]

That's why, her body, and mine too, was heavy with humidity. The air surrounding us was saturated, with the immensely pleasant fragrance of the rain.

The Earth turned on its axis quietly without a sound. And in this world, her heart and mine continued to lose warmth gradually.





She was kind, like a mother, and beautiful, like a lover. That's why, I was completely become enamored of her.

She lives alone. And, every morning, she leaves for school. I don't know what's on her mind, nor I am interested. But I, very much like the way she looks when she goes inside the room in the morning. Her hair properly tied up, the faint smell of cosmetics and perfume. "Good morning", so she says aloud warmly with a smile, then straightens up her back. Then she walks away with a pleasant sound of echoing from her shoes.

A smell like grassy places wet with rain in the morning remains for a while.



Summer has come. And still, I don't have a girlfriend. It's not that I don't want to have one, it's just that I'm not ready for commitments yet.

Summer has come and I don't have a girlfriend. Then, I met a girl. She is small and cute. And really good at being spoiled. But after all, I like a girl who is more mature. Like "Her".



[Her loneliness]

In that way, my third summer passes, and gradually cooler breezes begin to blow.

One day like that, after a long long phone conversation, she cried.



I didn't understand the reason, but she cried by my side for a long time. I think she is not the one at fault. Only I am the one always watching. She is always kinder than anyone else. She is more beautiful than anyone else. She lives more earnestly than anyone else. I wanted to hear her voice.





"Someone, Someone.. Someone save me."





In the darkness that has no end, the world that we aboard continues to revolve. The season has changed, and it now winter. The scenery of the rain that, to me, is the first one I've seen.

"For some reason, the rain won't stop from falling."

I have a feeling that I've know a long time ago. The winter mornings are late. So even when it is time for her to enter the room, it is still dark outside. The sight of her, engulfed in her uniform, seems practically to be beautiful.

She, who wore the scent of the rain, and her slender, cold finger tips, the sound of the black clouds streaming by far in the upper sky, her soul, and my feelings, and our room..

The raindrops inhales the sound of all.

But the sound of her voice, that she used to greet me and everybody else, reached my ears.

I, and probably she too..

This world, I think we like it.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I was on the right track, but on the wrong train.

Okay. it's summer vacation. Had a lot of thoughts. Also had a bad year-ender.

This post, is a post dedicated to whoever reads this post. About the previous posts, I assume I can't make any of those at the moment, because my love lies lost in time right now. The real post is this. The previous posts, they're just pieces of me that won't fit on my mind.

As the title states, I'm on the right track, but on the wrong train.

A dilemma, yes. My thoughts today and yesterday won't meet. I don't know why. The pieces won't fit together. Ah, yea, there ARE missing pieces. Fragments of my yesterday. I have to move forward, I can't turn back. Even if I already know, the direction inside of me keeps pointing contrastive to what I want. Lol, do I have a mental problem? XD

They say, God created conscience to back us up if our common sense fails. I think not. My common sense failed, and I can't hear my conscience.

Wait.

I think it is ME that don't want to hear what my conscience says. Too bad. I don't have someone to talk to. That's why this blog is created. This post. Right here, right now. My conscience does not reply to my questions, rather, this conscience says an entirely different opinion. I've been talking about conscience here, but, before I must continue, what is conscience?

Conscience is an ability or a faculty that distinguishes whether one's actions are right or wrong. It leads to feelings of remorse when one does things that go against his/her moral values, and to feelings of rectitude or integrity when one's actions conform to our moral values.

That's what wikipedia says. But I really didn't understand even a word there. Lol. Nice copy pasting skills.

"A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good"

A statement that struck me.


It's going to be different now. I can't promise, but I'll try my best. If not, for the betterment of me. I'll be serious in my studies now. Really. I can't have this luxury, the luxury of slacking. Still, there's 20% chance that I can do it. The 80% says I can't do it. xDD

Argh, my brain went dry. Can't process any thoughts anymore. Imma have my lunch. I'll be back. :D